Every year the 9th – 15th of October is dedicated to Baby loss awareness week. I was aware last year towards the back end of it, and to be honest my grief was so consuming that I couldn’t think outside of my own world to do or say anything on this topic, other than sharing my story on here as it played out. But, when I heard it was coming… View Post

I decided a few days ago that I very much dislike Halloween now… it makes me uncomfortable aaaannnnddd yeah, I just don’t like it any more, at least not at the moment. It hasn’t always been the case, I used love a good fright and reason to dress up all freaky and get free treats from people, but recently I have seen a shift in the things I love and… View Post

I have pondered all week on what I could share as my Ordinary Moment this week. I have known what was coming and I desperately wanted to write something fun and upbeat. I wanted a joyful post about something that we had done with the kids, or maybe not even that, Id be happy perhaps to be writing about a romantic date I’d had with Nath? but NOPE that hasn’t been… View Post

Today marks a year since I gave birth to our sleeping baby; “Poppy Quinn Smith”. She was our 3rd child and 2nd daughter. She was born by natural delivery at 2.30am on the 16th of September 2014, and though full term weighed just 4lb 5oz. She has passed away 2 days previous and whilst physically the easiest delivery to go through, it was emotionally the most painful. I definitely feel… View Post