This week has been focused on DIY –  something both Nath and I aren’t that great at. The house is in need of a “spruce” but as if we have the energy and focus with all of our baby dramas. Living in a back to back our lounge is also our hall and dining, with cream carpet and 2 kids you don’t need a big imagination to realise its not… View Post

After the devo meeting we had had on Tuesday I woke up Wednesday and just felt it wasn’t right. Life is for living, not left to die “comfortably” without doing anything as they were suggesting. We are very religious and believe in the sanctity of life. We know God is the one that gives and takes life and by not even trying to sustain her life or assist her fight… View Post

Having gone through 2 deliveries already, I felt I was becoming an expert on making a birth plan. Both were very different experiences; Ethan an early induction ending in an emergency section and Megs a natural hospital delivery, needing vontuse at the end = 3rd degree tear! This time I planned a home birth and to go with the flow. What I learnt was babies have their own agenda, rarely… View Post

I am beginning to wonder if I have a frozen heart. It has been just over a week since we were told the news that our baby will not live past a handful of days and I have not yet cried. Yes iv’e welled up/got teary as I have spoken to various people about it or my thoughts on whats ahead but inside I know I must really sob about… View Post